Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


Yours TrulyY

Vanessa Tan
[冰]
21 December 1994
48E Riversidian

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Sarah
Hui wen
Jun Wen
Shiying
Chelsea
JingWen
Serena
Shurong
Jian Qi
Henry
Anthony
Choon Long
Kai Chong

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2008-07-28
3:55 PM

dance pictures

yo!
back from sch le...
today not veri fun...
so not much to write...
but nuhhaziq hair veri fun to play wif...
i keep messing his hair...
>.<


me n my sis


smile~


full costume


does i look strange?


tats all...
i noe i look strange...
but its my first time put makeup...
there's no one to help mi take pics so no more pics...
>.<

yo!


this ish winnie the pooh...
cute rite?



credits for edited photos:
sarah, my sis

Will you ever notice me...

2008-07-27
9:16 PM

dance n outing

me coz yesterday veri late then come back...
then lazy to post...
xp
so i today oso post for two days one...

26/7/08
dance performance...
i went to chinese tuition from 1-3pm
come back...
wait until 4.30pm
then go out again to yishun cc

reach there try to tie hair into bun...
but coz i tie veri ugly then i stop...
then put on make up....
first time putting make up!
follow my sis...
but most ish my sis help me put one...
the eyeliner felt like putting some glue around my eyes...
put le ask dance teacher to help tie my hair into bun...
coz i tie veri ugly....T.T
then teacher help me draw eyebrows...

after tat go eat dinner...
provided by yishun cc one...
xp
but one pack got alot of rice...
nut coz me dun wan bring home...
so i stuff myself...
sobs...
so full..

then we went up again to put on lipstick
n performing dress...
n i look so weird!
kind of like a ghost...

then we rehearse a few times then go down at around 8.30pm...
went down there watch some of the performance...
but i oso trying to find nigel
coz he say he coming watch me dance...
but cannot find him...

then me n my sis went into a shop to cool down...
coz the shop iah air-condition one...
n outside feel veri hot...
then we went back watch the performance...
then i went to see wat time our performance ish...
ish at 9.40pm...
sobs...
still got 40 min more...

i tok to my sis until half way...
i suddenly saw nigel standing behind my sis...
looking like he wanna laugh but trying not to...
i was so shock coz i nv see him...

then i told nigel tat my performance ish at 9.40pm...
still nid to wait 40 more min...
if he wanna go home then go lor...
but he say he no nid go...
then he go walk walk...
me stay near the stage...
watching the performance...

then when 9.40pm...
i feel veri nervous n scared...
coz ish my first time performing on stage!!!
so nervous sia...
but then when go up the stage dun feel so nervous liao...

but the dance so pathetic sia...
coz the ppl there on the song but oni up the volume a bit later...
so we miss some parts of the music...
after a while...
i dun feel so scared...
oni abit nervous...
but ish veri fun...

then when we finish le
going back to cc...
saw nigel n he said tat he could not take photo
coz phone oni 2.0 mega pixels...
then i say nvm...
n tell him to go home faster coz veri late le...
he juz noded...

i felt so bad lor...
coz he came to see me dance but the performance so late...
then he oso go home late late...

then me go back to cc to remove makeup...
i srsly hate makeup lor...
then dad come fetch us...
went home bath then sleep...
coz veri tired...

27/7/08
nuhhaziq, nigel n me
made plans to go watch movie...
but coz i got dance at 3pm...
i can oni go near de place...
so i sms nigel...
then we decided to meet at 10.40am at cwp
to eat lunch n watch dark knight...

nuhhaziq cannot come coz got religious class...
so we promised to take him out after common test...
treat him to a movie he chose...
n he agreeed...

so mi n nigel go cwp de kfc to eat lunch...
mi brought meltz
nigel brought porcorn set...
then we went to buy tickets for dark knight at 12pm...
then go uncle tidbits to buy snacks...

so we watch movie until 2.30...
then me go yishun...
coz nigel oso going back le...
so we took the mrt togethere...
then say bye bye at yishun...

then i took 969 to yishun cc...
sis told me tat teacher wan me to perform another two dance
for one of the dance me ish one of the main character...
coz teacher wan me to train my dan liang...
coz ytd the dance me veri scared ma...
sobs... teacher so bad rite...

then we practiced the qian shou guan yin dance...
which the other had to perform...
me no nid...
XDD

then me went home n bath...
went to 888 eat dinner...
come back use computer...
mum told me to sms my sis ask her wat time she coming home...
but i dunno y i sms nigel the message...
lol rite...

so me now here typing this post...
n now quite late le...
so nid to end this post now...

oh ya...
the pics i took ytd nite
(mi in the performing dress with makeup)
i will post them up once i stored into com...

me look veri ugly...
but i still wanna post...
coz i oso dunno y i wanna post it...
xp

bye bye!

Will you ever notice me...

2008-07-25
7:20 PM

wuliao-ing
~~
i'm so nervous!!
tml me gonna perform a dance da chang jing at chong pang!!!
first time performing onstage!
i'm so damn nervous lor...
wat if i dance wrong??!!
damn it...
my dancing not good one lor...
y did teacher have to pick me?!
y did my mum make me go join dance at yishun cc?!
y did my sis force me to dance?!
life is so unfair for me!!!
sobs...
sobs...
mi gonna emo liao...
lol
so lame...
but seriously!
i'm nervous!!
~~
aniway...
mi gonna tell u wat happen ytd n today...
coz ytd i lazy post so today post la...
~~
24/7/08
this day mi veri suay lor...
P.E stupid jian qi aiming lan...

then ball hit my lower left jaw...
so painfull...
sobs... sad rite...
life ish unfair...

then later math lesson
miss kok change hui wen darling seat...
change to far far away from me...
y did she hav to change?!
i dun wan her to be far far...
sobs...
life ish unfair...

but then swimming lesson fun...
coz me lunch eat french fries...
winnie the pooh buy one... >.<
but he dun wan take the $1 for the fries...
i gib him... he gib me back...
i put in his bag... he gib me back again...
i say he so bad dun wan take the $1
but he say he treat mi eat fries so bad ah...
so sweet rite... treat me lunch...
even if its juz a fries...
but veri sweet sia
>.<
then later go pool
mi n hui wen darling n na-na n joa had lots of fun...
i lub them!!
XDD muacks
~~
25/7/08
today we healthy lifestyle walk
XD
so luck sia...
coz 2/6 run...
but every friday hui wen got late coming duty...
so will be late...
then i walked wif pooh bear n baka...
walk half way saw hui wen...
then we wait for her...
when so reach us we walk again...
then she tell me some secrets...
which i will not post...
>.<
coz i'm EVIL!

after HL ish science...
miss diana last day...
sad lor...
coz she quite good...
but tat lesson we no time...
so rush rush rush
in the end we 10min late for recess...
T.T
but miss diana got gib us chocolate!!
CHOCOLATE!!
so nice!!
but those group tat got more points in the game tat we played on dunno when
(forgot le... >.<)
got m&m peanut...
i wan m&m!!
not fair one...
they got... but we dun hab...
sobs

sigh~
after recess math
anthony change place...
change to beside me...
no fair!!
i wan hui wen...
but she far far away...
sobs...

later ish history....
teacher tok tok tok...
mi using straw to make stars...
XDD

then winnie the pooh so cute sia...
he after history ask me wat i doing during history...
coz pooh bear from behind can see me making dunno wat thing wif straws
then pooh bear scared teacher will catch me
coz teacher oni a table away from me...
cute rite?

then after sch...
which ish afer history...
pooh bear gib me the m&m peanut chocolate he hab...
coz he dun like to eat peanut...
the m&m suppose to share wif baka one...
but cannot find him...
then pooh bear told mii to eat myself lor...
then when i eat finish pooh bear asked for one coz he wanted to try...
but dun hab le...
sry! T.T

after i tat me, darling, na-na n joa go practice music...
it was HORRIBLE!
we sang so soft!
n i keep going out of tone!
i sing horrible one!
later 2/7 at night kena nightmare bcoz of mii...
T.T

finish liao i went to art exihibition at NAFA campus...
nid 45min to go there...
so boring one...
n still nid to do worksheet lor...
sobs

when come back saw the NDP practice...
saw ppl from my class doing...
i look from the staircase there...
they wear the uniform look so shuai qi leh...
then when i wan go home tat time
samuel keep pointing towards the direction tat nigel had gone
and he oso keep looking at me n at nigel...
so bad rite...
and then pooh bear say me spying on them during practice...
mi? spying?
pooh bear must hab some mental probs...

ok la...
pooh bear dun hab la...
but pooh bear so bad rite...
but pooh bear gib me chocolate...
so i dun be angry...
then i can get more chocolate next time...
XDD

aniway...
a word of advise...
dun anyhow gib chocolate to ppl...
coz chocolate ish precious!!


Will you ever notice me...

2008-07-19
5:26 PM

malacca trip

i noe its been so long...
but hey! i juz started n i wanna post it!
some pics i took during malacca trip
XD


my darling~ hui wen


nice?


lalala~ nigel


lol~ andrew and jian qi


smile!


oh my god! his hair!


wat cha looking at?


yo! samuel


peace! rui xia and junita


class photo


i dun wanna take photo~ miss noras


peace!


huh?


tats all~
no photos of me!
mwhahaha~
so...
is the pics nice?

Will you ever notice me...

4:31 PM

yo!
new blog...
so will be quite boring at first...
XD
but be patient!
more will come later

Will you ever notice me...