Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


Yours TrulyY

Vanessa Tan
[冰]
21 December 1994
48E Riversidian

Shout it outY


My EscapesY

Class 3/8
Class 2/7
Sarah
Hui wen
Jun Wen
Shiying
Chelsea
JingWen
Serena
Shurong
Jian Qi
Henry
Anthony
Choon Long
Kai Chong

Those Days

July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 June 2010 July 2010

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Photobucket.
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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

2008-08-29
2:50 PM

yo! ima wuliao-ing =x

You know you live in 2008 when...
1.) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.
2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years
3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space
4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV
6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.
7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.
8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.
9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.
10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.
11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.
12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did

my beautiful hand with red tattoo ;D


my tofu... cute rite =3


botak in the bra section... o.O




Will you ever notice me...

2008-08-24
9:57 AM

T.T
...
i got sore throat...
it hurt when i drink water or tok too much or too loud...
T.T
voice ish soft but at least its louder then ytd...
sigh~
tml will either be worse or better...
i srsly hope for the second... =x
i blame nora for this...
coz she was the first one to start the cough thingy...
then hui wen caught it...
then she pass it to mi...
at least tats wat i think happened la...=x

...
lets juz hope i get better coz i hate this

Will you ever notice me...

2008-08-17
10:26 AM

sobs...
...
mi so suey....
T.T
right hand kena hot water ytd...
now still hurts...
put medic on it...
so now typing wif one hand...
...
ytd eat dinner liao then come back
reach home at around 7.15pm+
then hand kena hot water at 7.45pm+
coz mi pouring hot water...
T.T
soak in water until 10pm+...
but still hurts...
...
suey rite...
at art club kena hot wax...
at home kena hot water...
life's unfair...
...
but i tell u something...
hot wax may be hot...
but hot water at 90+ degree ish hotter...
>.<
...

Will you ever notice me...

2008-08-12
7:06 PM

photos~
...
the photos tat i promised u guys
as well as some extras one
>.<
enjoy~
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nuhhaziq first time polishing...

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he insisted on mi taking photos of him...

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the boots he polish was nigel's

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qiqi act cute


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muacks~

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my cute cousin~ natalie



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smile~

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isn't she the cutest?

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her sister nicole n her

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she's even cuter than baka!

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ok~

.

hahaha

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eh?

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qiqi act cute again

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my darling~ hui wen
taken long long time ago.... >.<

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.
so?
nice?
natalie so cute rite!!!
hahaha
she's the cutest!!

Will you ever notice me...

2008-08-10
10:56 PM

bored~
...
i no time update... so today update lots...
x3
...
8 august 08
ndp on 8 august so xian lor...
nv get high one...
n oni sing 2 songs...
veri xian...
...
went cwp eat mac wif frenz....
kinda fun...
met 2 new ppl
x3
they veri cute sia...
coz mi eat wif nigel, jingwen, allen, xin yi and henry...
then xin yi n henry say veri awkward...
coz they say allen n jing wen one couple...
n me n pooh another couple...
then they 2 lightbulbs...
so we say they 2 oso another couple wat...
>.<
...
n for ur info...
mi n pooh not couple!
we not steady ok!
so stop asking whether we got stead anot!!
...
then mi go cycle....
so long time no cycle le...
then tat day cycle until xiao...
then go eat brownie wif ice-cream...
$6.50...
so ex rite!!!
dunno wat came over me to buy tat...
but ish nice...
x3
...
legs hurts...
coz long time no cycle...
then suddenly cycle like xiao...
T.T
...
not gonna write any more info....
later u all kpkb...
store in my mind can le...
i noe u noe wat i mean...
x3
...
went jb tat nite...
...
9 august 08
erm...
i got cut hair!!!
cut layer...
>.<
look kinda weird...
then go shopping...
i lazy write more...
sry...
...
today(11 august 08)
er...
went shopping...
then mi now stuck in jb....
i'm suppose to go back singapore tonite...
but jam long long...
then dad decided to go tml morn...
coz he dun wan jam...
might as well go back slp
then tml go back singapore...
...
so mi now in my jb home...
nothing to do...
except use com....
currently chatting wif someone...
deciding tml where to go
n updating my post...
...
mi took some photos...
will post them tml...
so i now finish liao...
bye bye~

Will you ever notice me...

2008-08-06
5:08 PM

unlucky...
...
gah!
i hate perverts!!!
damn it!
so unlucky sia...
today come home kena touch by a pervert...
sobs...
the oni regret i hab is i nv slap him...
sobs...
wahhhhhh!!!
...
i was walking home when he passed by mi..
then he juz swing his arm n pa!
he touched my butt...
sobs!
i was so damn shock...
coz i nv see it coming...
i look back at him n he was like
juz walking away as if he did not do anything...
i wanted to slap him...
but there was no one else there...
n he was way bigger then mi...
sobs...
...
i juz faster walk into the lift...
n went up...
wah!!!
next time i see him i'm defintely gonna slap him...
even if no one else ish there...
but still unlucky sia...
sobs...
damn perverts...
...
if there's any perverts looking at this blog...
i'll rip ur damn head of ur shoulder!
*insert death glare*

Will you ever notice me...

2008-08-03
9:25 PM

an emo poem
...
i came out wif this poem
coz i'm wuliao-ing
x3
whether u like it or not
i dun care
coz this is my blog
and to those tats ok wif it
pls gib me some pointers
i will oso post some more poems
tat i came up wif
...
...
it hurts so much
i want to end it all
but i could not
coz i'm afraid
of not able to see you again
but its also coz
i'm afraid to end it
this pain that hurt inside me
make me want to scream out loud
but i cannot
for my voice
just seem not to work
whenever i felt this pain
i wanna end it all
but i just cannot
am i a coward?
.
these silent tears
that i resent so much
keep flowing down my cheek
i want it to stop
coz i'm damn tierd of it
but it juz keep flowing
making my eyes red
this silent tears
that nobody hear
that nobody know
keep hurting me
i want it to stop
but it will not
who will help me?
.
i wanna stop crying
all this silent tears
i wanna stop feeling
this pain that hurts inside me
each day stronger and stronger
i wanna end this all
but i don't dare to
for fear of not seeing your face
the next day
all this years ago
i didn't end it all
coz i wanna find the one
that will save me from this pain
now that i found you
can i start afresh?
but i still feel this pain
that hurt me so badly
when will u save me
i wonder...
...
...
so wat do u guys think abt it?
gib me some pointers pls!
thx a lot~
x3

Will you ever notice me...