sigh... got what i wanted to know but it made me even more confuse about myself and everything... i wan to know the truth, the real truth from that person instead of from others, but i dare not ask. i'm afraid, but of what? i kept thinking and thinking about it, but it only brings up more questions that are unanswered...

junwen say that dreams are either something that will nv happen or something that you want to happen. i wonder if that dream is something that will never happen or something that i want to happen.. maybe its both, maybe i want it to happen but it will never occurr...

sigh, its so damn confusing.

theres a saying "its never too late", but i dun believe in it, i think that if you wait too long, it will be too late and you'll regret it for life...